Before the Body Code, I Thought All Energy Healing Was Woo-Woo Bullshit

I’ll be honest - I didn’t always believe in this work.

In fact, I was probably the last person you’d expect to be doing this.

I studied structural engineering for close to four years.
I was on track to graduate.
I was going to be an engineer.

My whole world was built on logic.

Advanced maths.
Physics.
Chemistry.

Things that could be proven.
Measured.
Explained.

If something didn’t make sense - I didn’t buy into it.

So when it came to energy healing…

It didn’t just sound a little questionable.
It sounded like complete bullshit.

I wasn’t new to “working on myself”

Before I ever found the Body Code, I had already done a lot of internal work.

Mindset work.
Breathwork.
Journaling.
Meditation.
Trying to shift my thoughts.
Trying to “heal” things by understanding them.
(just to name a few)

And for a while, I was all in.

But eventually… I hit a point where I was over it. Because no matter how much I understood myself, the same patterns were still there - the same reactions, the same loops, the same “why does this keep happening?”

At some point, it stopped feeling like progress and started feeling like I was just going in circles.

The part that didn’t add up

What frustrated me the most was this:

If I understood the problem… why was it still there?

If awareness and understanding were enough, I should’ve been further along. But I wasn’t.

And that was the point where I started questioning everything I thought I knew about change - and why nothing seemed to stick.

I go deeper into that here: how the Body Code works (and what it actually does)

And energy healing didn’t exactly convince me

I had come across things like Reiki and more “traditional” energy healing before.

And to be honest… it just never really spoke to me.

It all felt a bit too…

airy.
intangible.
hard to trust.

In my mind, it sat in the same category as crystals and sage.

And don’t get me wrong - I actually like those things. I use them. I enjoy them. But to me, they felt like add-ons - nice to have, supportive maybe, but not something that was going to create deep, real, lasting change in my life.

Not something that explained why I was stuck or actually shifted the patterns at the root.

What made the Body Code different

When I first came across the Body Code, I wasn’t instantly sold.

But it felt… different.

Not because it was less “woo-woo” - it still sits in that space, let’s be real.

But because it was structured. Systematic. Grounded. Specific.

It wasn’t just:

“I feel your energy”
or
“let’s balance your chakras”

It was a method - a way of identifying specific imbalances in the body and subconscious and clearing them directly.

This includes emotional imbalances (Emotion Code), deeper subconscious patterns (Belief Code), and other underlying imbalances identified through the Body Code.

Yes, things like meridians and energy systems are involved, but they’re not the whole point. They’re part of a much bigger, more structured system.

And for someone like me, that mattered. Because it gave me something I could actually trust.

The part no one really talks about

At the same time, I’m not going to pretend this suddenly became fully logical overnight.

This work isn’t black and white. It’s not something that’s been neatly proven or fully explained by science.

There is a level of trust involved.

And that was a big hurdle for me.

Even after I started doing this work… even after I built a business around it… there were moments where I thought:

“What am I doing?”
“Does this actually work?”

Because it doesn’t fit neatly into the framework I was used to.

It still sits in the realm of alternative, holistic healing, and I’m not someone who blindly believes in things just because they sound good. So for me, trust wasn’t instant - it was built.

What actually built that trust

It wasn’t theory.
It wasn’t trying to convince myself.

It was results.

The more I did this work - on myself and on others - the more I saw consistent, real shifts across different people. (You can see more real client results here.)

People who believed in it.
People who had never heard of it before.
People who thought it was complete bullshit.

Even people who still didn’t fully believe in it but experienced change anyway.

That’s what changed things for me.

Not blind belief - but repeated, undeniable results. And over time, that’s what allowed me to trust it.

The moment things started to shift

I didn’t try the Body Code because I fully believed in it.

I tried it because nothing else had fully worked.

And there was a part of me that thought:

“What if this is the piece I’ve been missing?”

What actually changed

What surprised me wasn’t just that things shifted…

It was how easily they did.

And to be clear - I don’t mean instant. Some things took consistency, time, and trust.

For example, I had lower back pain a lot of my life - probably 15 to 20 years. At times, it was constant, sometimes even debilitating.

I tried everything.

Osteopathy.
Physio.
Exercises.
Chiropractic.
Massage.

All of it helped manage the pain… but it never actually went away. It would always come back, no matter what I did.

After a few months of consistently doing this work on myself - while I was learning it - that pain was basically gone.

Now, I might feel it slightly during my period. But outside of that, it’s not really there anymore.

That was huge, because nothing else had ever actually resolved it.

And it wasn’t just physical.

Emotionally, I had already done a lot of work. I’d studied psychology, seen psychologists and psychiatrists, and done years of inner work.

And while I had improved, my baseline still fluctuated. I still had low moments - not in the same way as before, but enough to feel like…

“Why am I still experiencing this?”

When I started doing this work consistently, my emotional baseline actually lifted. Those dips became less frequent, less intense, and less consuming. Today, I’m the most optimistic, fulfilled, and genuinely happy I’ve ever been.

Then there were all the other things - things that are harder to quantify, but just as real.

I used to be constantly rushed, stressed, and anxious. That softened.

I used to procrastinate heavily - especially in my business. Even though I cared about what I was doing, everything felt hard, like I was pushing against something all the time.

Now, I can sit and work for hours without resistance. Ideas come to me naturally. Things flow. It’s not a constant battle with myself anymore.

Money was another one.

I used to worry about it all the time - even when I didn’t logically need to. That underlying stress was always there.

Now it’s… minimal.

Not completely gone, but nothing like it used to be.

And there are honestly so many more shifts that are hard to fully explain - because they didn’t happen through force. They didn’t come from overanalysing everything.

They happened because the things causing the patterns were actually being cleared.

And that’s the part that stood out the most to me.

It wasn’t hard.

Even when it took time… it still felt easy.

There was no constant overthinking, no “why isn’t this working?” spirals.

Less forcing.
Less pushing.

Things just… changed.

Naturally.

Why I do this work now

I don’t expect people to instantly believe in this.

I didn’t.

But I do understand what it’s like to:

– feel stuck even when you’re trying
– understand your patterns but not be able to shift them
– be over the constant “inner work” with no real change

And I also know what it feels like when something finally clicks - when things actually start shifting at the root.

That’s why I do this work the way I do.

No calls.
No long appointments.
No talking through everything.
No forcing or pushing your way to change.

Just working directly with your subconscious - through the Body Code, Emotion Code, and Belief Code - to find and release what’s actually there.

If you’re where I was

You don’t have to fully believe in this.

You don’t have to understand all of it.

You just have to be open to the idea that maybe the reason you’re still stuck is because you haven’t been working at the level the problem exists.

And if you want a full breakdown of what this work actually is and how it all fits together, you can read that here: what is the Body Code? (complete guide)

And if you’re curious to experience it for yourself, you can do that here.